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Despising the fact i’m forced to certain parts of education which i simply don’t care about and do not want,which could be replaced by other things, to help me live.
society life: get good grades, pass exams, get a job, have kids, and BE FREE!

If you’re reading this then i’m not quite sure what to say, other than ..read on if you wish to know how complicated my brain is.


I’m 15. My name is Natalia.
I live in England, but am Polish. So that’s that when it comes to basics. Fun fun fun..

Im currently listening to the xx, as im writing this, and can i just say you should probably listen to them and cry with me because they make me feel strange emotions i cant quite describe.






Now…How about we dig a little deeper?

  1.     Likely to be individualistic, rather than leading or following.
  2.     Quiet, reflective, and idealistic. Interested in serving humanity.
  3.     Mentally quick, and able to see possibilities. Interested in understanding people.


I just love those personality tests. They can tell me what i am better than me myself.
I really love art. Throughout this blog i try to bring myself and the people that follow me, the best of it.
I love emotion.

Well, the list of things i love (unconditionally or not)

  •     human body
  •     hands
  •     ticking clocks (altough i hate them too)
  •     running water
  •     the feel of cold water coating your spine
  •     parted lips
  •     photographs
  •     ink
  •     dark hair
  •     the sky
  •     happiness
  •     always that one person who never takes notice of me
  •     boxes and containers
  •     cactuses
  •     the feel of the sun on your palm
  •     the pale blue trace of your veins on your wrist
  •     the small invisible things eating you alive
  •     harmony
  •     books
  •     writers
  •     love
  •     love
  •     love
  •     lov
  •     lo
  •     l
  •     what is love?







I hate:

  •     greed
  •     lust
  •     radio
  •     tv
  •     narrow mindness
  •     the last glimpse of the sun
  •     neglected books
  •     neglected animals
  •     neglected people
  •     the government
  •     money
  •     the ticking of clocks
  •     time
  •     inequality





My favourite musicians are ..Well, amazingly talented and human.
But hey, try this, water is my favourite too. I also like the wind. They dance together like no professional can. Isn’t that something wonderful?
I’m a broken fountain and god help me if someone ever fixes me.





”We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that.We want to live by each others’ happiness, not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way. ”


Charlie Chaplin was a wise man.